I'm standing on the edge
just give me the word
I'll jump
plummet to the floor
crash into the depths of the ocean
with my misguided heart
my misplaced devotion in you

suffering has found company with me
pain has found a home in my soul
I have found love in your eyes

I see it in your eyes
once shining like the stars
resurface distant cold and bitter
I look in the mirror and cannot even recognize myself beyond the pain and the scars
sifting through the debris of my wretched soul
stumbling over words
losing my sanity
desperately seeking favor in your eyes

You have my love forever, you need not return it.

tonight I get lost in your eyes
as every image of you runs through my mind
it is accompanied by a tear
running down my face
bound for the floor
drop by drop
in a sea of tears I submerge
stay with me Analiese and calm the storm in my heart


it hurts to remember you
but I would never want to forget

I'm thrust into a state of utter depression
is it because you're not by my side?
I question how the sun sets without you
how the moon cycles
and how the tides rise and fall without your presence

I beg you to reconsider
I'm broken without you
lets run to where our love flowed fast and free
we'll mount the wings of the eagle and from this place we'll fly

well, it's over now.
the moon is down
and you're the farthest thing from me.
when you smiled the sun hid it's head in defeat
how can I stop loving you?
you ask for the impossible

but I'll try to do what you demand
though it pains me so.
I'll flash a forced smile
and put on this false facade of happiness
to hide the wreck that's inside.
just trying to do anything:

to pretend like you never broke my heart.

This winter seems too cold to bear

I wish I could leave this place
Trouble comes my way, and the enemy seeks my face
Lord it blows my mind to think of your gift of love
So great a salvation, coming from above
Your choice to become man
and dwell in this sinful land
Jesus, you never said it would be easy:

how did I get here again?
this solemn cold corner
of lost hopes and shattered dreams

you asked me never to love you again
to move on.

it irks me to think of you with anyone else-

backed into my corner once more
my silent cry, a lament of blood and ashes
calling for you from the depths of my soul
but knowing you'll never be mine.

I'm writing this letter in my heart, becuase I can't forget your smile.
at one time your rays shone only on me. now save me from this perpetual eclipse.
like the sand your love is seeping through my fingers.
I've fallen in love with you and I can't stop thinking about it.
we were meant to live for more.

.but now theres another.

so hold me close, just once more.
go with me and I'll be with you: we'll fly through the night.